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        ????????????走????在????回????家????的????路????上????，????脚????踏????实????地????踩????在????地????上????，????却????有????种????虚????浮????的????感????觉????。????彷????佛????置????身????於????世????外????，????周????遭????的????声????音????似????乎????都????在????千????里????之????外????，????模????糊????的????身????影????快????速????从????身????边????掠????过????。

        ????????????一????只????巨????大????的????手????正????紧????紧????掐????住????我????的????x????口????，????慢????慢????地????收????紧????，????随????着????时????间????一????点????一????滴????的????流????逝????，????一????点????一????滴????的????压????迫????着????我????。

        ????????????我????加????快????脚????步????，????左????手????紧????紧????地????抓????住????衣????襟????，????快????步????走????入????隐????密????的????小????巷????中????，????无????力????地????跌????坐????在????地????上????，????背????靠????着????冰????冷????的????墙????，????寒????气????无????情????穿????透????我????的????衣????服????，????刺????在????肌????肤????上????。????尽????管????寒????气????不????断????地????渗????入????肌????肤????，????我????却????是????冷????汗????涔????涔????。

        ????????????我????用????力????咬????住????下????唇????，????加????重????了????呼????x1????。

        ????????????良????久????，????x????口????的????压????迫????逐????渐????放????松????。????大????量????的????空????气????瞬????间????涌????入????肺????部????，????呛????得????一????阵????我????剧????烈????咳????嗽????。????扶????着????墙????沿????强????迫????自????己????站????起????，????一????心????只????想????着????要????赶????快????回????家????。

        ????????????拖????着????身????T????快????速????拦????了????一????台????计????程????车????，????报????上????住????址????，????整????个????人????像????坨????泥????似????的????瘫????在????座????位????上????。????计????程????车????上????正????拨????放????着????陈????奕????迅????的????《????孤????独????患????者????》????。

        ????????????「????欢????笑????声????欢????呼????声????炒????热????气????氛????心????却????很????冷????…????…????掉????眼????泪????时????用????笑????掩????过????…????…????不????表????示????没????有????心????碎????的????时????刻????我????不????曾????摊????开????伤????口????任????宰????割????癒????合????就????无????人????晓????得????我????内????心????挫????折????…????…????我????却????不????能????喊????等????一????等????…????…????」????再????多????的????欢????笑????声????、????再????多????的????欢????呼????声????、????再????热????的????气????氛????都????无????法????使????心????回????暖????。????泪????水????，????在????笑????容????的????掩????饰????下????，????似????乎????从????未????存????在????过????。????不????曾????摊????开????伤????口????，????不????代????表????不????曾????心????碎????，????不????曾????有????人????晓????得????，????心????，????早????已????支????离????破????碎????。????然????而????面????对????这????一????切????的????一????切????，????却????从????来????不????被????允????许????说????一????声????等????一????等????。

        ????????????泪????水????，????在????眼????眶????中????打????转????，????一????圈????又????一????圈????，????似????乎????下????一????秒????就????要????脱????离????我????的????控????制????。

        ????????????到????了????住????处????，????我????快????速????地????丢????下????车????费????，????和????一????句????「????不????用????找????了????。????」????便????转????身????冲????回????住????处????。

        ????????????「????不????准????哭????！????」????泪????水????即????将????涌????出????的????瞬????间????，????我????严????厉????地????喝????止????自????己????。????不????要????、????不????要????让????自????己????为????此????哭????泣????，????不????要????让????自????己????就????这????样????，????被????左????右????情????绪????，????绝????对????不????可????以????因????为????他????们????而????流????下????眼????泪????！????他????们????没????有????资????格????左????右????我????的????情????绪????！

        ????????????不????断????地????这????样????想????，????丝????毫????没????有????发????觉????自????己????早????已????被????左????右????了????情????绪????，????甚????至????因????他????们????而????大????大????的????改????变????了????自????己????。

        ????????????我????把????自????己????丢????上????床????，????一????动????也????不????动????的????躺????在????那????，????像????个????破????布????娃????娃????似????的????，????任????人????宰????割????。

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