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????????????全????身????上????下????都????充????满????倦????意????，????好????累????。????累????的????，????不????只????是????身????。????心????，????好????累????好????累????，????似????乎????无????法????再????承????受????任????何????事????务????，????时????间????可????不????可????以????就????这????麽????停????止????，????不????再????流????动????，????永????远????的????停????住????，????不????要????再????有????任????何????的????变????化????。????外????面????的????世????界????改????变????了????好????多????好????多????，????心????的????角????落????却????依????然????是????不????变????的????黑????暗????、????不????变????的????冰????寒????。
????????????我????讨????厌????不????断????的????改????变????、????变????迁????，????下????一????秒????会????发????生????什????麽????，????从????来????都????无????法????预????测????，????每????件????事????都????是????未????知????，????未????来????是????那????麽????的????令????人????感????到????不????安????。
????????????宁????可????停????留????、????重????复????，????日????复????一????日????过????着????令????人????崩????溃????地????日????子????，????也????不????想????去????面????对????不????同????於????脑????海????中????的????未????来????。
????????????好????烦????，????面????对????这????一????切????的????变????迁????，????总????是????莫????名????的????烦????躁????。????情????绪????和????思????绪????好????像????纠????缠????数????日????的????发????丝????，????怎????麽????梳????也????梳????不????开????。????太????多????的????线????路????、????太????多????的????可????能????X????、????太????过????的????复????杂????。
????????????情????绪????、????思????绪????，????紧????紧????地????缠????绕????着????，????总????找????不????着????个????头????绪????。
????????????不????知????道????过????了????多????久????，????我????强????迫????自????己????睁????开????双????眼????，????回????到????这????个????令????人????心????烦????的????现????实????。
????????????有????时????候????我????只????是????想????好????好????大????哭????一????场????，????什????麽????都????不????在????乎????的????放????纵????自????己????，????狠????狠????的????大????哭????一????场????，????哭????到????声????嘶????力????竭????。????即????是????如????此????，????却????还????是????不????曾????允????许????过????自????己????。????是????社????会????的????不????允????许????，????还????是????自????己????莫????名????其????妙????的????自????尊????？????倘????若????是????害????怕????世????俗????的????眼????光????，????那????麽????为????何????独????自????一????人????关????在????房????里????时????，????只????觉????得????心????口????好????闷????好????闷????，????却????挤????不????出????半????滴????泪????。
????????????最????终????还????是????只????能????带????着????疲????累????的????心????，????继????续????逞????强????。
????????????等????着????哪????天????泪????水????溃????堤????，????便????解????脱????了????；????等????着????哪????天????生????命????终????结????，????便????解????脱????了????；????等????着????哪????天????想????开????了????，????不????再????在????乎????世????俗????的????眼????光????，????不????再????紧????握????无????意????义????的????自????尊????，????便????解????脱????了????。
????????????我????起????身????走????到????书????桌????前????，????从????cH0U????屉????里????拿????出????日????记????本????，????将????昨????日????的????心????情????记????录????下????来????。
????????????写????完????日????记????，????我????反????常????地????没????有????将????日????记????本????直????接????阖????上????，????收????进????cH0U????屉????，????反????而????打????开????cH0U????屉????将????另????外????两????本????日????记????取????出????来????。
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