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        ????????????我????用????右????手????拿????起????第????一????本????，????左????手????指????腹????轻????轻????抚????m0????封????面????的????纹????路????。????翻????开????第????一????页????，????细????细????地????读????了????起????来????。

        ????????????写????日????记????的????习????惯????是????从????国????一????开????始????的????，????忘????记????一????开????始????是????基????於????什????麽????原????因????写????的????，????似????乎????是????因????为????若????琳????送????了????一????本????日????记????本????给????我????，????因????此????开????始????有????了????写????日????记????的????习????惯????。????只????是????没????想????到????写????日????记????之????後????竟????会????成????为????我????的????JiNg????神????支????柱????，????供????我????宣????泄????一????切????情????绪????。

        ????????????看????着????国????中????时????的????种????种????心????情????，????前????面????几????篇????都????是????对????於????脱????离????国????小????的????庆????幸????，????以????及????对????於????未????知????的????不????安????，????现????在????看????来????都????只????是????些????单????纯????的????心????思????。????越????後????面????的????篇????章????所????记????述????的????心????情????都????越????发????沉????重????，????内????文????中????提????到????的????种????种????让????我????像????只????受????惊????的????白????兔????，????惊????得????我????加????速????翻????离????，????彷????佛????这????样????就????能????将????那????些????曾????经????翻????去????，????就????能????用????现????在????、????未????来????将????过????往????掩????埋????。

        ????????????字????数????随????着????升????上????国????三????变????得????越????来????越????少????，????原????本????的????一????天????二????三????页????的????发????泄????文????，????只????剩????下????半????页????，????甚????至????是????草????率????的????三????两????句????血????红????sE????字????迹????，????极????简????的????纪????录????一????天????的????琐????事????，????不????是????因????为????沉????重????的????课????业????，????而????是????因????为????心????情????根????本????没????有????任????何????波????澜????。????习????惯????了????，????就????不????会????再????有????感????觉????。

        ????????????翻????开????高????中????时????的????日????记????，????一????页????接????一????页????，????反????覆????看????着????自????己????笔????下????文????字????，????却????没????有????半????丝????喜????悦????的????文????字????，????抑????或????着????该????说????是????，????没????有????波????澜????的????情????绪????，????制????式????化????般????的????纪????录????。????我????烦????躁????地????把????日????记????丢????回????cH0U????屉????，????却????听????见????一????串????细????碎????的????金????属????碰????撞????声????。

        ????????????我????把????cH0U????屉????拉????开????，????想????一????探????究????竟????。????取????出????方????才????扔????进????去????的日????记????，????一????把????钥????匙????静????静????地????躺????在????cH0U????屉????里????，????似????乎????是????从????本????中????掉????落????的????。????我????拾????起????钥????匙????，????拿????在????眼????前????左????右????翻????看????，????对????其????毫????无????印????象????，????翻????了????翻????日????记????，????也????未????在????里????头????见????着????什????麽????端????倪????。????只????除????了????一????处????有????着????钥????匙????压????痕????的????书????页????，????让????我????得????知????这????把????钥????匙????的????来????处????。

        ????????????好????累????，????不????想????管????了????。????我????随????意????地????把????钥????匙????搁????在????桌????上????，????把????自????己????埋????入????被????中????。

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        ????????????从????床????上????爬????起????来????，????稍????稍????打????理????了????下????自????己????，????打????算????去????学????校????图????书????馆????，????看????书????也????好????、????看????展????览????也????好????，????做????什????麽????都????好????，????就????是????不????要????无????所????事????事????，????不????要????让????头????脑????有????时????间????胡????思????乱????想????。

        ????????????最????好????永????远????都????没????有????时????间????去????思????考????那????些????情????绪????。

        ????????????推????开????大????楼????的????铁????门????，????寒????气????瞬????间????包????围????我????，????我????没????有????因????寒????冷????而????颤????抖????，????反????而????放????松????了????下????来????，????因????这????冰????寒????感????到????舒????坦????。????宁????可????被????寒????冬????的????冰????霜????包????围????，????也????不????想????感????受????从????心????口????向????外????蔓????延????的????冰????寒????。????冬????日????的????冰????霜????不????过????是????渴????求????温????暖????拥????抱????的????孩????子????，????因????而????拼????了????命????想????往????众????人????的????怀????里????钻????；????然????而????那????蔓????延????出????的????寒????气????却????是????一????个????极????其????冷????漠????的????孩????子????，????总????是????躲????在????角????落????冷????冷????的????看????着????别????人????，????眼????神????，????外????露????寒????气????。

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